As I am writing this I am tempted to write everything at once.  Many things are connected; influencing each other in positive and negative ways.  This temptation to explain all the connections that span 20 years of my son’s life, can be a huge obstacle to writing.  It might affect clarity. It might end in an impossible to untangle knot. Those thoughts on writing  are there to put me back on track and organize my observations and interpretations of processes to complex to be described in, so called, linear writing.